Lack Attack

This afternoon brought a sudden unease and a feeling that I was somehow defined more by lack than excess: lack of PhD (soon, yes?), lack of money, lack of health/energy (often), lack of scholarly aptitude, lack of ambition, lack of driving licence, lack of home ownership, lack of artistic practice, lack of style, lack of imagination, lack of discipline, lack of willpower, lack of passion, lack of publications, lack of queer cred, lack of pretty much anything other than writing lists of what I lack. I am sure I have abundances and plenitudes tucked away SOMEWHERE, surely?

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About Madame Moselle

Freelance provocateur. Enthusiastic optimist. Dancing bear. Believer. Facilitator of perversion. Disseminator. Libertine. Moth and flame. Rouser of rabble. Stirrer of pots. Bowerbird. Public spectacle.
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